Here's the link to purchase my paperback book "All The Things I Never Said" http://www.lulu.com/shop/terea-ford/all-the-things-i-never-said/paperback/product-23297902.html As you all know I take pride in sharing my experiences of domestic violence, abusive relationships, and being an introvert who at one point in life was letting far too many people walk right over me. Well, I decided why … Continue reading I Wrote A Book (Announcement Post)
Yes, sad as it sounds, this is true. In both situations (my first abuser and second) both families knew about the abuse yet, did absolutely nothing. This awful incident not only happened with my first ex but also my second. Talk about a double whammy! This story is so insane that I had to break … Continue reading Both of My Ex-Boyfriend’s Family’s KNEW About the Abuse!!! (PART ONE)
"Are you sure you have PTSD, you look normal to me?" “You can’t be experiencing PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) symptoms. You need to experience something traumatic.” “It wasn’t that traumatic” These are all things said to me by my family members when I would discuss my past in domestic violence. Some “family” right? This … Continue reading My Family Doesn’t Take My Abuse Seriously…
Sounds like a nightmare, right? Being in a relationship with someone you’re not physically attracted to… that was me! Yet, of course I couldn’t be attracted to someone who is abusive towards me, who tells me how ugly I am, how I should be lucky to have him, who destroys all the things I love … Continue reading My Boyfriend Doesn’t Turn Me On Sexually…
Let’s just say it wasn’t the last. It’s a day I will never forget. We were together for about three weeks. He immediately would ask to “see my phone” the second we would see each other to “use it” (he had a phone of his own, yet it miraculously would stop working the second I … Continue reading The First Time He Hit Me
There I was… facing a loaded black 22. Never in my life had I been in the front of a gun. I’m standing in the room, my back against the wall. He began to press the gun deep into my forehead. He’s angry, chain smoking cigarettes back to back blowing smoke into my face with … Continue reading My Ex Put a Loaded Gun to My Head!!
When will I ever catch a break? Well technically I did catch a “brake” two of them, as the car came to an enormous halt and my ex shouts “Get the f**k out!” I grabbed my daughter, only ten months at the time, and unlatched the car seat. As I went to grab my purse … Continue reading My Ex-Boyfriend Left Me and My Baby… ON THE SIDE OF THE FREEWAY!
Maybe I should start my own "Keeping Up with the”… never mind! Yes, that image is me, and the title is in fact true, my ex tried to blackmail me with my sex tape!! STORY TIME! Just recently I received a Direct Message Request on Instagram from my ex. The second abusive relationship offender, that … Continue reading My Ex Tried to Blackmail Me with My Sex Tape
Talk about a horrible life huh? If being in an abusive relationship was one of the best things it makes you question, then what do I consider one of the worst? Dun Dun Dun! Ironically being in two abusive relationships was one of the best things that has happened to me in my life. It’s … Continue reading Being in An Abusive Relationship Was One of The BEST Things That Has Ever Happened to Me