Will I ever have sex again? After ending my “relationships” this was a question I would often ask myself over and over again. Sex is great. But sex in an unhealthy relationship? Awful. It’s not even real “sex” in my opinion. It’s just awkward unsatisfying wastes of time. Since that’s all I had been used … Continue reading My Sex Life… After an Abusive Relationship
Here's the link to purchase my paperback book "All The Things I Never Said" http://www.lulu.com/shop/terea-ford/all-the-things-i-never-said/paperback/product-23297902.html As you all know I take pride in sharing my experiences of domestic violence, abusive relationships, and being an introvert who at one point in life was letting far too many people walk right over me. Well, I decided why … Continue reading I Wrote A Book (Announcement Post)
Yes, sad as it sounds, this is true. In both situations (my first abuser and second) both families knew about the abuse yet, did absolutely nothing. This awful incident not only happened with my first ex but also my second. Talk about a double whammy! This story is so insane that I had to break … Continue reading Both of My Ex-Boyfriend’s Family’s KNEW About the Abuse!!! (PART ONE)
My stomach dropped. My heart racing out of my chest. A gold Magnum condom wrapper, opened. Empty. Laid underneath my bed. I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know what to do. I just stood there with this “Deer in headlights” look on my face. My boyfriend staring at me, rage and disbelief in … Continue reading My Boyfriend Found a Condom Under Our Bed… And We DON’T Use Condoms
The only thing running through my head the entire time was… “What if we get caught stealing?” My stomach growling, skin bruised, mind and soul hungry for food... I sat there in the parking lot trying to mentally prepare myself. I had stolen in the seventh grade once. Back then I didn’t steal something I … Continue reading Getting Caught Stealing with my Abusive Ex-Boyfriend!
Now before I begin I want to make something very clear. Although in this post I may say a little joke or two here and there, suicide and suicide attempts are not a joke or laughing matter. If you or anyone you know is showing any signs of attempting suicide, take it serious and intervene … Continue reading My Ex-Boyfriend Tried Killing Himself When I Broke Up With Him!
"Are you sure you have PTSD, you look normal to me?" “You can’t be experiencing PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) symptoms. You need to experience something traumatic.” “It wasn’t that traumatic” These are all things said to me by my family members when I would discuss my past in domestic violence. Some “family” right? This … Continue reading My Family Doesn’t Take My Abuse Seriously…
Sounds like a nightmare, right? Being in a relationship with someone you’re not physically attracted to… that was me! Yet, of course I couldn’t be attracted to someone who is abusive towards me, who tells me how ugly I am, how I should be lucky to have him, who destroys all the things I love … Continue reading My Boyfriend Doesn’t Turn Me On Sexually…